In which FHC is sad Xmas by himself ends

I had a post-Christmas depressed mood episode this morning which is really quite strange when you think that I actually did not celebrate Christmas and instead watched Melinda and Melinda with an awfully imaginative19 years old (maybe 17 pretending to be 19 ?) whom I basically found in the street. The movie was half bad; the kid’s stories were enchanting though (“I refrain from lying, it's uncouth”) and he liked Architecture in Helsinki which I apparently have in my music collection (he asked, suspicious,“who gave you that?” implying that I was way too old to like them by myself). Than there were Cubby Creatures and Deerhoof and I decided to have a mysterious smirk.

I finally decided to cook these stupid vegetables this evening but when I opened the fridge they were all rotten. The broccoli and carrots look particularly disheartened while the cucumbers had grown some grayish mold. I threw everybody in the garbage indistinctly of their origins and then I opened a tuna can which I covered in Mayonnaise before eating it in front of “I love Raymond”. This living by myself thingy is turning dangerous.

In the meantime I discovered that LL did not lie for once; there IS a denim specialist at Barney’s. I also noticed today that on friendster around the Holidays, the gays like to post pictures of themselves with kids. What happened to Diego S.? For strange reasons, I went to visit vividblurry’s archives today: sometimes I really feel I deserve a job where I’d be paid to through vividblurry’s archives (btw I overheard Toby is single now).

Comments

[bryan]

F-, I realize one's intent in thinking about depression is rarely to end that depression (and blogging depressed is its own self-propelling spiral), but have you ever thought about using your abundance of time to do some xmas-themed volunteer work we're often bothered by seeing on the news. you'd be hilarious as a grumpy little elf!

[MegaDcFag]

Good comment Bryan. You got the message FHC: Get a life, help the homeless and stop thinking you will marry fagat or frenchbenj.

[FHC himself...yes... yes]

What the f*ck is all that about ? you guys are adopting my shrink lines or what ?

[Russ W.]

FHC, I will email you details on how to become a humanitarian like me. I think it is needed...