In which FHC leaves on a cheerful note

Some alcoholic friend of mine wrote to me today “your conversation [yesterday] made me want to throw myself through the window” while my coffee date told me "you're good at that.. Ruining nice moments…you world hater" and I had not even briefed him on my new research paper on Chris Hubbock and her well-known method to cure depression. F***ck you too. I am not depressed: I even tried to play Tennis yesterday evening. I sometimes wonder if it’s really not ok to be a selfish depressed f**ck in the big scheme of things: am I getting some bad karma?. On one hand being miserable insures lucidity and a little edge (which might explain why, you, so very perky people are always so damn wrong and dull), on the other hand it makes your company quite insufferable for people around. Deep awareness of your personal utter failure, the one of your peers and political leaders as well as the complete futility of homosexual lives has a tendency to demolish upbeat conversation, I have to agree. As a consequence of all these negative comments on my negativity, I did not find the strength, in my depressed apathy, to write an overdue insulting letter to zipcar about the fact that they completely ignored my complaint about the empty tank of the car I rent last week and bid on the vintage Silver Plated Cutlery from the Ritz, express my anger over the disgusting habit that people have to bring their kids to work (either they go or I’ll go) and I told Kevin D. that he looked slimmer yesterday evening. I have been mopping around and drinking coffee for years now. If it’s ok with you I am going to lie down, play some Elliot Smith mixed tapes (courtesy of David D.) and die now. (Sorry, looks like I got a tiny bit carried away right there….zoloft anybody?)

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Comments

[LL]

First of all, I've seen our floor, none of us has been mopping anything since we fired our cleaning lady.

Second, Dr. KG can be really helpful sometimes. I can put you in touch.

[kevin d.]

if we're going to start telling the truth around here, i'm going to bed.

[Carlos U]

If I had known it was going to leave such a lasting impression I never would have said anything about Rodolphe. Next time we lunch I promise to be more flattering FHC.